One of my best friends recently had a dream about me being a Mommy. Since then, she’s been teasing me every time I cuddle or play with a baby/toddler at work. She’d say, “Mm, Lyssa…. I see you.” or “Lyssa, you pregnant?”. My other co-workes really believed her at one point and constantly asked me if I was. Then Kataira over here talking about “yeah, she’s 3 weeks”. The ignorance right? Lmao. Nah, but usually I’d brush something like that off. But…. I don’t know. I have this weird feeling that you know… her dream might come true. God forbid, her dream comes true…. soon. Don’t get me wrong, I would love to have kids. But thinking about having a child now? Scares me. Because for one, I’m not financially ready.
Life is full of surprises though so whatever happens, happens.
If I do happen to get pregnant soon, I would not regret it one bit. If anything it’ll be the best blessing I’ll ever have.